It's such a messy life.. again and again I wanted to get rid of it but failed.
Things which happened recently made me think how I managed to become who I am now.

First year of secondary school, I was the second bottom one in the class.
I was dropped out from the so called 'elite' class and went on to secondary two.
During the whole year what I'd been experiencing was jokes and humiliations on me, from my family and relatives.

Surely I know I did bad in my exam, and I know when you fall you inevitably hear comments that you don't want to hear.
That's why I told myself to concentrate, work hard again and prove myself to anyone who looked me down.

And since then there is not any occasion that I let my family and myself down anymore.
I got good grades in my cert exam, and I was able to get into Med school.

How lucky I was.

But history just repeats itself. Through the days when bad things have long been away from me,
I thought I was going to get through Med school smoothly just like how I've been in the past perhaps 10 years.
Now I got the alarm ringing again. This time I was barely sneaking through.

Sometimes it's only at bad times when you'll really look at yourself and face yourself.
Comparing to who I was when I was in secondary one, I guess I'm looking a lot more messy now.
There's too much to be solved...
What I do, how I talk, how I face people around me, how I think of myself...
There's problem in each and every aspects, and I've been neglecting them
Seems that I'm gradually putting myself into the corner.

"The higher you climb, the harder you fall."
So true, and perhaps most of us had experienced/is experiencing/will experience some time in the future.
But I still believe in the philosophy I got 10 years ago. If you really fight hard, you'll finally get what you want.
Good luck to myself. And good luck to everybody around me.

Now gather yourself up spike, and go go go!!!!!

they're just amazing...

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